Monday, March 23, 2009

I'm Trying To Crochet A Hat But It Keeps Waving

Hi Paps


dad, Sascha the other day on his cell phone "I am, I said" play by Neil Diamond. That was very terrible and somehow beautiful. But it is hard for me to hear Neil's music. It evokes so many memories the beautiful, but are also infinitely more painful. I just need to remember that you once asked me if I would write a book about your life. We have always been delayed. I'm very sorry, you know? I should have done it. But now I write a lot about you. Perhaps a book out of it and maybe you'll be aware of it, because where are you now and proud of me.

Do you know what I can not forget? I always see how they put your body in front of me. It was so unnatural for you. You would have never located Sun Of course I know you at this point long ago were at a better place, but still ...

I always say, "Your body was an old house that you have left to live in a better place. Where the air is clean and pure. Where you can breathe again and feel no pain need. Yes, it is comforting to most of the time. But I join up with this old house, I know every angle in it. I often think of your hands. I remember very well to them. You have comforted me often. And I remember every expression, every look in your eyes. To all your gestures and I would never forget! None of this should go lost to me, never!

You know, today I feel much much much and I schlecht.RĂ¼diger go search for the same church for the wedding. Without you. This is so sad. If I could take you a hug! I miss you so much! And Mama? I can not imagine how it only for it to be. But you help us, right? Definitely.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Why Do The Arches Of My Feet Hurt When I Skate

for this life - a farewell letter to Papa












for this life

for this life, Beloved Father, it is a farewell.
In this life, my Dad, I will never see you anymore.


The years fly by like a beautiful song.
And soon, in the next life, we will again join forces.


No finality is true and really last.
Everything ends and begins again from scratch.

will rejoice I was there also one or the other wall.
Soon my dearest Daddy, we'll meet again, which I'm long for this life, looking forward '!


your daughter Nina 03/14/2009

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Sometimes I wish, dear papa, people would not always ask how I am. It's just an empty phrase, but I can honestly impossible to . Reply Automatically say: Very well, thank you. But it's not good. They ask: do you cope? And I would sometimes cry: No, dammit! I can not cope with it, absolutely not! God, Dad I miss you so terribly, even though I know we will meet again someday. But the time is up then so long and I miss her so much! We always went shopping together, because it has done to you just as much fun. You always had so much patience. And it hurts so much infinity, you always to speak of in the past tense. Why are you gone? I am strong, most of the time. But in all, I miss! Every step I take, every word I say, are in every breath And thou laugh when I hear new stories and I remember how much I want to tell you about it. I miss your laughter when I told you something funny or if you just have seen something funny on TV. And the hum in your voice, which always accompanies you. While waiting at the box office, while driving or when I leaned on you. Dad, it says that the love remains. And this is true. Sometimes I notice your scent and know you are with me. It goes on and I know you do not like when I'm sad. But the sadness I need. I try but also never to lose my joy and to enjoy my life. And I will always be there for Mom. Miss you you just as awful! But we can. Your girls are strong and THE LOVE IS! We feel your love every day and have learned a lot from it. You were the best father in the world. There is none like you. On 09.09.09 RĂ¼diger and I are married. I know that you're glad that a lot. And it is also a difficult day because my dad does not accompany me to the altar. But I know you're there, also if I can not see you, and hold my hand. I want that day to rejoice and celebrate my love. The love to you and to my husband, who also missed you terribly! We love you more than anything, and forever!